Daddy God, I did something which I
should never have, its embarrassing,
so I shouldn't type it here, But I feel
so awful about it, its my choice I did
it, so i have to bare all consequences
by feeling this way, and God please
take away this horrible pain in my heart,
Yes, Its hard and horribly painful, as
not loving someone is much harder than
loving someone, they practically stay in your heart
for a long time, I wish I could tell him but,
Every time I try, I just like can't bring myself
to do it, I guess, Its probably that I'm scared of
rejection ? I know I'm suppose to be loving You Lord,
and I do, like very much, This guy you sent to me
that i love, he may not be handsome, or what nots,
But i do very much like him, Theres no exact reason,
When you love someone, you don't go for the looks or
anything, thats puppy love, when you love someone,
you feel something for them, its like a connection and
the feeling that you cannot explain, Daddy God, take away this
pain I pray, or give me the courage, at least to get it off my back,


&&God, thank you for everything,
In your freedom I will live

6:11 AM
Up, up, and away!