"I just can't believe you're gone,
the memories, i'll hold yesterday in my heart,
All the broken dreams, take everything,
but they can never have yesterday"



I suddenly miss my grandma so so much,
Well, she passed away last year in September,
I didn't exactly cry for the first few days, until
my grandma's coffin was pushed into the flames
for cremation, I was crying like so badly, I didn't
really wanted to post this last year as I was like kinda
sad for a few months, I want to thank those who come
up and hugged me and comforted me, I felt so much better
and those who send their condolences via SMS, thanks so much,
I only felt this like recently after the death of CK Tang's eldest son,
His son is my dad's friend, and they have a big family like mine,
But a little bigger, and as I saw them all crying walking out with
the funeral preparing for the burial, I felt very like, horrible, I suddenly
thought of my grandmother and like I never really appreciated
her, actually without her scoldings and nagging, I would have been
a picky eater, spoilt child, I like really miss her but I know she's happy in heaven
and She is a believer of Christ, so I'm happy for her.

3:35 AM
Up, up, and away!