My life is good and bad right now,
I'm so loving my parents now,
Yesterday Mummy actually said that
for my sake, she's willing to quit her job and
go do part time, and also learning driving, so
that my sister and I can actually get to school on time,
and I got so touched, and she listed the things, she and daddy
did when we were younger thats why maybe, we became rebellious,
but c'mon, every child goes rebellious, well, almost, and said that
she was really sorry, and well, its probably true, I was the most pampered
one in the family, i mean before my sister could actually stand and talk,
and we are renovating the whole house, its about time though !,
we've been living in this place for like 10 years, and there is quite a bit
of problems in this house, but we'll fix it, get it cured, and also,
we have to do the house work now, but we'll hire a part-time maid for
washing clothes, not full-time, just a part-time, and we'll do the rest
ourselves, which, is kinda cool, anyway, now for the bad, seriously,
Whenever I tell myself, I have forgotten about _ _ _ _ _ _, totally,
then he would somehow, talk to me and like asked, if I'm free to chat,
and instantly, the feeling comes back, which sucks to the core, our names have
the same amount of letters, I'm the OBSESSIVE type, just the forgot and
un-forget type, which is fine, i'd rather that then the crazy in love type.
so just trying my extreme best, because I have to, if not, I would get hurt,
I mean if he likes me too, which may not may not happen, then maybe my life
would be better, we'd just be friends that like each other, i guess, but I'm fine





Grab a hold of my hand,
and never let it go

5:21 AM
Up, up, and away!