If only you knew you were the one

If only you gave me one more chance

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I'm Alyssa Leong, God brought me into this world
on 20th March 1994, That's right, I'm 15.
I inspire to be a Singer/ Actress
My friends are AWESOME, Family is Great
I'm in love with a guy, who is basically my type
God has been guiding me every step of the way
Lastly, Don't let my size fool you


My wants.

Dear Santa, here's my wishlist, HIM
to be a famous Singer
Aldo Heels,
That Dress
Japan
Hollywood,
Guitar, Acoustic and Electrical


Beloved.

God,
Friends,
Family
Him
Singing
GR.A.M.A.V.Y.S


Footprints

Chitty-Chatty.



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I wish I can fly.

ZEEZAMZONG
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Al-Emporio. Amalina. Belinda. Charmaine. Chervon. Chienyee. Fatin. JiaQi. Joey. Joy. Junyuan. KangHao. Lincoln. Lydia. Mas. Marilyn. Nithya. Nigel. Pearly. Ren Hui. Richelle. Samantha. Sarah. SuMay. Tricia. Yingwen. Yunxin. Zahiya. ZheHui.

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Date: Friday, May 29, 2009
Title:


Never would I thought a day,
that you blew my mind away



I'm not waiting anymore,
I may have said that i would,
but now I think I have been too
in love with you, and I have to let
it go, right now

Today is not a great day, and
i don't want to talk bout it,

Ms Tan wrote a letter for the
whole 3G and gave us cupcakes,
that was so sweet of her, I am
going to miss her a lot, she is way
better than Mr.Guo, anyway, the
police came over to our school today,
and now, they have a new set of rules
and if your under 16, basically everything
is illegal, like, smoking, Underage Sex,
etc, even Shisha and I know I'm never
gonna do these things, as its kinda
disgusting, and I don't wanna get arrested
Mr Owyong, gave a talk today, an actaully
he is not so bad character wise, he's
actually a nice principal. today, Zahiya
and I came to school with similar things,
our hands were bandaged, we carried the same
colour crumpler bag, i was pretty funny, hahs
Thats all for today.




&&I've been so emotional,
I don't even know myself anymore








Date: Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Title:

When you finally wake up,
then I'll forgive you



Its been far too long, i
can't really take it, I mean
I know I never really did tell
you. but isn't it obvious ? or
do you really need me to tell you
up front ?


Yesterday was a hilarious day, it
was windy for once in Singapore !
and Amalina wasn't wearing pants
under her skirt and the wind blowed
and she got upskirted ! and because
we were laughing cause we saw her
undies like 3 times, cause it flew up
3 times, i think, she went : " I feel so
molested ! " we were laughing so hard,
Ruyi, Emilyn, Evelynn and I, Ruyi was
trying to hold her laughter but failed,
It was so hilarious.

And as for today, I was really emotional
at the end of Chinese and I was holding
on to the curved ruler, the paper part,
and I accidentally whack Ruyi, on the
lips, it was so red, I'm so sorry ! I didn't
mean it, I just realised that I've been
injuring Ruyi, a lot, I think I should stop,
and today, my inner childish nature
released again on Ding Quan, my inner childish
nature is really childish, I must stop it
from coming out anyway, During either
Chinese or English, Ruyi just suddenly
said, " Evelynn butt very big leh" I was like
speechless, I think she was too bored
thats why she stated that point, and it
was so random, class today was pretty much
free periods from start to end of school, and
It was fun, But I was a 'guai' student today,
I did my work in class, anyway, thats it for now
I really don't know whar to do anymore,
I used to know, but now, I really don't,
giving up for me is kinda impossible as
you are too nice and you have a great personality,
i guess my heart knows that you're one in a
million and that It would take too long
to find another like you.


&& Now I know,
I need to let go


Date: Sunday, May 10, 2009
Title:

I really believed that it was meant to be,
But I guess it is not,


I'm trying as hard as
I can too forget you.
I'd really rather be
your friend, so, I;m
trying,





Date: Friday, May 8, 2009
Title:

Let Time heal everything.
Thats the best way right now,





I really am shocked
that you are that guy
that I really did fall for,
but I guess its not meant to be,




I miss the children from Geylang Chinese
Methodist Kindergarten, especially Faith,
Aspen, Sum Wai, Glendon, Jason, and well,
Plenty more, and the teachers there were
really nice today, I wish that It didn't end
but, It had to end, It was only a week, How
I wished it last longer, I really do, Seeing the
Smile on their Faces, makes me happy, I just
really love children a lot, They really make you
forget every bad memory or sad memory you
have when you are playing with them, just too
cute, but Thankfully, we, Bridget, Rachel Ng
and I are going to help out with their annual
concert in october, and we get to see them again,
I really hope they still remember us, These children
really know how to make your day, even in the
toughest of times, making you laugh, and all, seeing
their faces, all horrible thoughts just fades away
and I enjoyed every bit of time I had with them,
and the teachers too, they were really funny, and
exciting, well, thats it for now.






&& While you enjoy the ride,
I dislike the ride.


Date: Thursday, May 7, 2009
Title:

You know what, it doesn't matter anymore,
It really doesn't.




I may like you but you know
what, It doesn't matter anymore
to me if you don't want me, I'll
have to get over it sooner or later
anyway, so if you want me to tell
you, I'll tell you, because I'm not
afraid anymore.





I'm getting stronger as the
days go by, not physically,
but emotionally, Blabbering
on about your crush, ain't
gonna help the situation,
So I'm not gonna cry, I'm
just going to face, it anyways,
The Pre-Nursery and Nursery
kids at my mother's kindergarten
are super cute, I love them to
the core ;D, I actually would quit
school to work for them, but I
won't I have to go to school, maybe
I'll start a childcare center, I don't know,
I just really love children





&&Facing up to reality,
Its now or never


Date: Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Title:

Crying about not being a princess,
isn't gonna help at all.





I now only realise,
waiting and moping
isn't gonna get the guy,
I'm just gonna forget,
and probably just be crush-free for a while,
it will be hard, but, I have to.




I just wanna be your friend from
now on, I don't really bother about
you liking me honestly now, I've been
waitng 1 year and 5 months, I know I
rejected once, you probably don't have
a good impression of me, I think, and
maybe this is best when we are in a
friendship, I'd rather lose a crush then
lose a dear friend that made me laugh
most of the time, so yeah,






&& I guess if its not meant to be,
then Its not meant to be